Current mood: very sad. Wow, I literally can't write anything about how I'm feeling right now. It's so overwhelming, I can't even begin to describe my feelings. oh lord please tell me, what is this? Why am I so vulnerable? I really wish my insecurities to stop coming my way :( All the negative questions are running through my head like crazy right now. oh God, why is loving someone so hard, so tired, so confusing yet so beautiful, so happy, and amazing at the same time.